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Today is the 6th year anniversary of this:

It has been years since I last logged in! Welcome me back, LJ! LOL XD

	CANCER June 23 - July 23

Don’t let the slowness of change keep you from doing what you want in 2009. The New Year begins with astrological activity in your sector of joint resources; Jupiter, Mercury, Chiron and Neptune stimulate financial matters. Valentine’s Day could collide with career aspirations, as Venus both energizes promotions and brings love to the surface. You may be tempted to plan a trip abroad, as action-oriented Mars encourages travel during March. What better way to see positive reflections than to treat yourself when the Sun and Vesta travel through your Sign in July? As Pallas Athene, Saturn and Mercury join forces in your communication house during August, you’re able to prepare for home decorating in September and October. Romance blossoms during November. A particularly sexy partner may show up just in time in December.

--- thanks for the link TJ! :) interesting horoscope.. love it :)

Source: http://metropolis.co.jp/tokyo/recent/horoscope2009.asp

i always take pride in the fact that i'm part of the group that started ITO in ACS. but i've never felt so left out as i did during the christmas party. in fact, i felt so alone even when i was with the team. maybe it's because we got our own table with our own name on it and not "ITO", while the rest of them has "ITO" on their tables. maybe it's because of the fact that our office is in makati while all of them are already at the new site and they got to know each other early on. or maybe because we've been used to being the <i>"only"</i> ITO group in ACS Phils... it may sound weird, and i know i should be glad that i'm not on the same boat as the new teams are (ah, the awkwardness of doing something new and all that stuff)... but it still gets me thinking that sometimes, when it comes to our team, not everything is fair.

sure, we get to have the same, if not higher, salaries. we're familiar with what we should be doing. we're the pioneers of the org. all that good stuff. but when it gets right down to it, seems like nobody cares. just a little more and i would assume that everyone has forgotten about our little team. it's sad.

i know it's just me. must be the christmas thingies. but i've been feeling like this since late october... *sigh*

yes it is.. ^_^ the air has that chilly feeling and the christmas traffic is there... and people are smiling and being generous...

if only i'm not stressing about this JG thingie, then everything will be alright. i said i won't be as active anymore, but hello... the situation had me coming back. d@mn. work plus this JG stuff... not such a good mix. heck. i know i'm not the only person busy with work but then why oh why am i one of the lucky few who get to mix the two together? thank god i've got sane people with me... *hugs the lucky few: paoji, mish, TJ, donna* (edward you're out coz you're not sane! lol jk!!)

thanks for coming out yesterday guys. i know we've all got stuff to do besides this JG... hopefully we get out of this alive and get to live our normal lives - away from all this insane mess. ^_^

as for me... if ever I get out of this alive, I'm going on hiatus. Permanent or not, I don't know. 

Note to self: Never get yourself into something that you said you won't be participating in, especially during the part where most of the original planners go invi-mode. Big NO NO.

Lesson learned? CHECK!

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Be happy for me! I finally got to update this blog even with all the busy-ness and stuff! Now if only I could find the time to upload pics and blog some more...

Random people: How do you do it? I mean, with the busy-ness of your life, how do you get the time to upload pics and blog 2-3x a day?

or maybe it's just me that's got this problem.

*shrugs*

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during our Glorietta meetup yesterday, Ces sent me an SMS saying that Marky Cielo has moved on. At first I didn't know if that was serious or not, but knowing that Ces is a good friend of Marky, I know she won't be joking about it.

My condolences go to the Cielo family and to Ces. I mourn for your loss.

too bad that kind of guy only exists in our dreams :P

 

- the ngarag moments/hours/weeks/months
- all the planning/organizing and cramming
- the laughter, blood, sweat and tears shed
- the running around and panic come show time
and most especially...

the dear, sweet, funny and awesome people that i've learned to love in spite and despite of all the annoying things that we'd have to go through with each other

it's been an amazing ride, one that i'll always remember and cherish forever. i've learned a lot and now, it's time to move on.

this is not a goodbye... it's a "'till we meet again"

just watched kitkat's uploaded video of yunho being so uber fatherly to this kid and it made me swooon. *sigh*

these are the things i miss about the boys :(

that clip made me so glad that i pre-ordered both versions of their albums... tsk tsk the main reason i got online this early was to cancel the cd+photobook version.. i saw this and boom. no more cancellations. i'm going to order those 2 versions to feed these boys. bwahahaha

tsk tsk.. i am beginning to love jae's hair. whereas chunnie.. hmmm.. bleh.

yunnie.. i <33 yunnie.

lots and lots of good stuff happening this week. definitely worth the less than 4 hours of sleep i got for the past 5 days. lol...

of course, everybody at work is excited about October 1st. Yey for the super generous big bosses of ACS-ITO. got to love those big guys! haha..

and of course, the promotion's just great. things are looking up  i know i'm rambling, but wth. i'm happy.

anyhoo~ if you guys know any hardcore SD Analysts, please have them forward their resumes to me: dettedeleon@gmail.com. Very good compensation (27k starting, plus incentives). yebah.

cheers for the future! ^________^

i am internet-less!!!!!!!!!!

d@mn PLDT DSL...

i am so going to get Globe Broadband.

grrrrr...

ad i haven't downloaded ep04 of 90210 yet... plus the new episode of gossip girl!

aaarrgghhh

*grumbles*